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Why this girl's first powwow dance brought healing for her whole family

Aislyn Henderson became a jingle dancer at the Sitansisk (St. Mary's) First Nation powwow in June.

Aislyn Henderson's family watched with pride, joy as she became a jingle dancer

Three girls with braided hair and wearing long jingle dresses stand together on a green field.
Aislyn Henderson, right, danced her first jingle dance at the Sitansisk (St. Mary's) First Nation Powwow in June. (Ann Paul/CBC)

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As Ann Paul was sewing cones onto Aislyn Henderson's first jingle dress, her fingers hesitated when she reached 120. A traditional jingle dress has 365 cones, one for each day of the year. 

But this dress was different.

"I said you know what? This dress is not heavy. This is not heavy because this young lady is already carrying a lot," Ann said.

Grief piled itself down on the family, but four years after Erin's disappearance, her mother, sister and brother-in-law stood in the sun, watching as Aislyn stepped into the powwow circle, drums beating in the distance, and danced alone across the grass.  

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As her family watched, Aislyn Henderson stepped into a circle of jingle dancers for the first time, a moment of healing after her aunt, Erin Brooks, disappeared in 2021.

It's an honour to become a jingle dancer, Ann said.

If someone comes to you with tobacco and asks you to dance for their loved one, it's the privilege and responsibility of a jingle dancer to do so. In that way, Aislyn can heal both herself and the members of her community. 

And someday, Ann said, when Aislyn is lighter, she will sew herself a new jingle dress, one that has 365 cones, one that she can carry.

Scroll through the photos and watch the video to learn more about Aislyn's first jingle dance. 

A man and young woman stand together on green grass in front of a river, holding up a white jingle dress with golden tassels.
Aislyn stands with her father, Justin Henderson, holding up her jingle dress, which the family took to a sweat lodge before the powwow. (Ann Paul/CBC)
A woman with dark, braided hair ties a ribbon around a younger girl's blonde braid.
After her first dance, Aislyn was given otter ties from a woman who received them after her own first jingle dance. Aislyn's mother, Morgan Henderson, braided them into her hair. (Ann Paul/CBC)
A girl with braided hair dances in a green field, wearing a white dress with gold tassles.
Ann Paul prayed and put good thoughts into Aislyn's dress as she sewed it. Aislyn, as a jingle dancer, does the same as she dances. (Ann Paul/CBC)
A crowd of people wearing colourful regalia stand outside.
Aislyn was 'danced in,' a process by which jingle dress dancers, for their first dance, go inside a circle of jingle dancers and dance alone. Afterward, they're part of the jingle dress community. (Ann Paul/CBC)
A group of five people stand outside with their arms around each other. A girl in the middle wears a long dress and holds up braided grass.
Sitansisk gave Aislyn some sweetgrass for her first day as a jingle dancer. (Ann Paul/CBC)

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Photographer Ann Paul brings an Indigenous lens to stories from First Nations communities across New Brunswick. Click here or on the image below to see more of her work.